Saturday, October 27, 2007, 12:47 AM
y'know i've been thinking. fellowship, family, whatever. it doesn't mean anything anymore. cause everyone's in their own little cliques, i know i'm guilty of it too. but it really doesn't make any sense y'know cyf. catholic youth fellowship, like whatever my brother said just now. we're supposed to be one big family, supposed to be there for each other yadaa yadaa. bull shit i tell you. everywhere you turn there are cliques. then for the new people, there's just no sense of belonging because eveyone's in their cliques and don't give a damn about anyone else. only about their friends and about being cool perhaps. like my mum said, it's become a social club. which is so darn friggin true.
and and and i can't stand it when people say one thing and do another, especially when they do it repeatedly. like they think its some kind of joke or something. and i hate it when people complain and complain, thinking that the whole world revolves around them, like they think they're stressed out, and they still have all the time in the world to do whatever they friggin want. always thinking about themselves only. and they always go blabbing on and on about their lives, their stories. like people are interested seriously. ever stopped to think, who wants to listen to someone go on forever about their lives, what they do. hey, slap yourself, the world don't revolve around you. ever tried listening before instead of always trying to be the center of attention? oh wait, i forgot, all that matters is popularity.
this isn't the first time i'm doing this. this is the like second or third time im doing this. and it's for the same damn reason. choose to be ignorant, but just keep one fucking thing in mind: the whole world doesn't revolve around you, money or popularity.
i have no idea how many times i've tried telling, hinting, whatever. really just don't seem to get anything. when you say you don't care about something, you actually care, whether you realise it or not. im not saying im not a bitch, cause i admit, i do bitch, a lot really.
i know the post if friggin obvious, but whether you want to think about what i just said is really up to you.
naive, too naive, either that or acting innocent to get some attention, really does the trick don;t it. love attention? how's this for attention?
