Stranger Than Your Sympathy

Friday, May 25, 2007, 9:02 PM

so im always wrong huh
ice tray.
im not home the whole friggin day and its
DEBBIE GO AND FILL THE ICE TRAY CAUSE YOU WERE THE LAST TO TAKE ICE.
wtfh.
the whole fking fact is that im not the only damn person.
there are so many people in the house
and i get all the fking blame.

and you wonder why i can be rude to people i really absolutely cant stand
MAYBE YOU SHOULD THINK ABOUT HOW YOU TREAT ME.
YOU NEVER FUCKING CARED ABOUT ME.
YOU NEVER EVEN GIVE A DAMN WHEN I TALK.
AND YOU WONDER WHY I DOTN LISTEN TO YOU.
HEY WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.
GROUNDING ME FOR SOMETHING THAT YOU DONT EVEN KNOW IS TRUE
WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT IS THIS.
YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ME
THOUGH YOU THINK THAT YOU DO SO MUCH.
THINK AGAIN LADY.
AND YOU STOP ME FROM GOING OUT?
LIKE HOW IS THAT GONNA MAKE ME BECOME MORE GUAI.
YOU SAY YOU'RE LAX WITH THE CURFEW SHIT
AND THAT I GET MORE PRIVELLAGES
WAKE UP AND REALISE
I LIVE IN THE TWENTY FIRST CENTURY.
NOT IN THE TWENTIETH.
THINGS CHANGE
MAYBE YOU SHOULD JUST LEARN TO ACCEPT IT FOR ONCE.
IM NOT JON OR JEREMY OR BETH.
IM NOT LIKE THEM
COME TO ACCEPT IT.
I DONT GIVE UP WITHOUT A FIGHT UNLESS IM TOTALLY DRAINED.
SO GOOD LUCK.
I HOPE YOU READ THIS ONE DAY.
I REALLY DO.
IT'LL BE EVEN BETTER WHEN YOU SEE WHAT LANGUAGE IM USING AND HOW MUCH I ALREADY CONTROL AT HOME.
WELL MAYBE I SHOULDN"T EVEN DESERVE TO BE YOUR DAUGHTER
MAYBE YOU SHOULD JUST GO GET ANOTHER GUAI DAUGHTER.
WELL IM NOT THE SORT.

just wake up and god damn realise that im not them.
IM ME AND WILL ALWAYS BE.
SO DONT TRY TO CHANGE A THING ABOUT IT.

i hope you'll realise how much anger is inside of me.
cause im really gonna explode with anymore of this shit.