Monday, February 26, 2007, 10:20 PM
i dont like aep.
i go for aep on monday, sit there and stone.
why, cause everything you draw has to have like a reason behind it.
no such thing as i feel like drawing this so i draw it.
NOOOOOOO, there has to be a reason.
stupid VAT lah.
im gonna fail overall, and it's not just for aep.
i screwed the history ca. like really screwed. cause i didnt know nuts bout the sepoy mutiny thing, ahhhh well.
cant do anything bout it now can i.
chinese too. didnt get head or tail of the stupid passage.
ARGH, at least there's tomorrow. no papers.
means gotta study for lit and geog and science.
i swear miss au is irritating.
she looks down on the normal acad girls.
then expects so much from us. its really annoying.
i lost my geog books and my science file. tell me how smart i am
and there's still ep to finish. by wednesday.
tell me how am i supposed to survive. im dying.
from sheer tiredness.
i was running after training just now
and i dont know why
but my joints felt so heavy. like weights were attatched to them or something.
and, im totally out of touch with everything.
so tell me how, how i am ever supposed to be good at anything.
im lousy everything.
i may not know exactly what happened
but i know enough to say that we didnt have any chance to explain.
not at all.
yes im scared.
it's not like i haven't triedover and over againstupid fightswrong or rightgoodbyeee
